17/10/06

// feeling :: hungry
// prayer for ::

I've been feeling bugged about a lot of things these few days.

My dad, my sister, my art, W271, church, my relationship with God, plus some other things that I probably shouldn't mention here.

I have a feeling that the stress I'm feeling now is not the worse. Right now I just want to concentrate on my Os without any other distractions, but helping in W271 is seemingly right for me.

Sure, its a great incentive for me to work fast for my art, so I can make it for cell or svc. But other than that ... I've had great doubts about my capability to juggle so many things at this crucial period. It will either make or break me. What if it breaks me?

But whatever it is, there are people who are believing that I can do it. And I trust that God too, believes I can do it thru Him.

I'm going to be alone today. No msn or what. I'm just gonna spend time with myself and of course, the Lord. Study whole day...The very thought of it makes me cringe.

Oh well. I gotta get going.